Diary

bored!bored!n bored!
when can we meet?
dun noe
ignore tat

yeah!!
Dec come
will waiting 4 open day!
wakaka
ho sheh liao
btw
must go n get car licence as fast as i can Now
coz of tat stupid accident
make the date tat i get car licence become late!
suey!!
yesterday get injection by doctor coz of the 'bean' tat came out from my body
ahhhhhhhhh
faster pass over 2008
suey enough d!!
=.=''

grhhhh
last warn!
who stop my plan will get from ME
nyahahahahaha
evil*
XD

oh!!see
1 more months to Christmas!
ahaha
but won't be celebrate d
WORK!!
ok
tis year suey enough
ok
1.motor lost
2.big problem
3.friend betrayed
4.friend lies
5.ppl dislike
6.always saw the things tat not suppose to see
7.accident 2-3 times
8.ill
9.ppl leave me
10.parent always scold me
11.martial arts centre argue things
12.student betray me
13.the ppl tat around got purpose to me (unsure)

wah
suey!
still got many to list out
but can't
coz no time to write out

looks like tis is a big challenged
not the ppl was challenged me
was the fate n god challenged me
but no matter how they harm
i still alive!
challenged me!!
keep on
i will show u tat!when u're falling down,u need my hands to help u goes up!
hahaha

Sunday again
time flow was fast
n 1 weeks time to my cousin wedding dinner
yeah!!
end of the month d
new salary will be come out
n time to get new cloths
ok
nowadays doing nth
just discover the power tat build from the basic set


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ok,nowadays,i have been discover tat,more set we learn,more we will get blur,so,now i just concentrate on basic such like punch,step,n speed
ok,now,i will start the story,when i was 15,i go n learn basic from my master,the 1st set was just 4 move,but can help us to build the powerfull arm,then go 4 basic 14 move,tat build 4 our speed,i was just train tis 2 set be4 go others set,hmmm,n tat time all move r perfect,no matter show or real sparring,i still can done,but after tat i start bout the set like 'chap choy',then go 'sub baad shao',etc,sumore train it(5 of it) everyday,in real sparring,i started to get blur,n can't even used it as well as be4,so,enough!now i m going to choose 1 set n practice,others,just ignore!good luck 4 me

hmmm
tis month quite funny
everyday stay at uncle house helping until lately
haha
yesterday,Aunt cook us the self-made chicken rice!
hah...
say tiok tis aunt, 'PAH BAI' lo
she is good in cooking!
she cooked fried rice,fried noodle,hokkien mee,lam mee,chicken rice,caypot chicken rice,Bi Hun soap,Loh Mee 4 us to eat be4,haha,delicious,want to try?
ok
in tis topic i will discribe bout my life when i was helping my uncle
my uncle,simple n nice person
haha
when we help him until lately night
he will bring us to drunk 'kopi'
n then disscuss bout the gov topic in kopitiam (of course i din disscuss wif them coz i m not interest at all)
hmm
be4 i work,i was like the person tat lost d,will spend the money to entertaiment more than meal in 1 day,hmmm,tat time,1 day =not over than 1/2 meal...XD
i tot i will be very suffer when work wif my uncle at the first time
but
oppesite
after i work there,u noe 1 day how many meal for me?
4-5
siao!
will get layer soon...
=.=''
tis is bout my lunch topic la
go 4 the work topic,haha
when work,we r serious,very very serious,but when the work is near to the END,haha,come d,we will joke around
haha
huh?will i make joke?
yes,i will
i was wearing the mask when i was outside..XD
wahaha
who would i like to bully in tis team?
of course is
'Uncle Tua Tao'
wakaka
ok,tis person got a giant head...XD,21 years old,was my friend bro,haha,every1 always call him 'Tua Tao',including me...XD,but he will always geram...XD,i was remember the time we playing the video bout 'Bugs Bunny vs giant head',the video show out the song bout giant head,then we sing Tua Tao song in tat whole month,lol

ok
Tua Tao is 1 of the 'Tua (giant) company group'

second 1 is,Tua Pao...
wakakakaka
see his name we will Noe his personality,yea,he always 'Boom' ppl,ok,example,he say tat he dream bout his grandma be4(his grandma was passed away),he told us tat his grandma order him to work well in dream,LOL,tats the reason,his named 'Tua Pao'

3rd,name 'Tua Key'
wakaka
dun think the dirty way!
we gave him tis name coz of he always in Big problem
lol

4rd
aiyaaa
dun mention tis d
no 4rd
just 3
XD

hahaha
tis kinda life was peaceful n happy,tis is the life tat i wish to have in bout past 5 months
hope tat tis life can be continue
but
will be have a lil change start next year
life wifout gang,life wif team(4 me,gang is all same personality to mix up,team is different personality combine n work hard together)

tis is wat i wish to
=)

yesterday i was sick
haizz
coz of tat Tom Yam fried rice n Tom Yam mee extra hot n Caypot chicken + Aunt self-made SamBai!!
XD
suffering whole nite
can't sleep at all
feel like wan to vomit
but can't vomit at all
uhhhh
tat time,just 1 question appear on my mind
'if u unlucky tis time n straight away die,will u sad?'
yea,i will,not coz of tis world still got ppl worry of me,it is coz of i haven't done wat i wan to did!
parents r sleeping tat time,i wish tat i wan them to help!
but,i give up on tis way
coz,i need to take care of myself now!dun ever go n get help from others d,so,i din go n distrub their dream,then,i go n take the medicine tat prevent 'wind' n vomit then eat it
next day!
see,i still sitting at here =D
n mum ask me wat happen yesterday
i just tell her wat i did
yes!
finally,both of my parents r stop worrying me n supporting my way Now...
new year will be coming soon
going to buy new cloths n CHANGE my old image
haha
my cousin will be wedding next month
congratulation to him

regreting to switch off my phone to prevent master call
but
anyway
today i recall him d
all things also settle
haha
just now,when i ask him tat y miss call me at Friday
he said'nothing,just ask tat u got come or not at friday,nothing 1,btw,the weapon in our centre start broken d,oh yeah,btw,u din come in every saturday d?'
i ans'yes,working,busying'
master'ok,come when u r free'
Yeah
everything was settle,i wan go back n learn d





seems like everything r settle d,at the first,i got think of go back n learn,but,my mind appear many question,(y suddenly phone me?y ask tat i got come at Saturday or Not?y ask me bout the weapon?)haha,more u ask,more u bad,sumtimes,sumthing tat we Noe,we better dun ask,ok
my conclusion was,tat siao char bor din settle wif my problem,she go find master n si shu at last Friday,she complain to them,she hope tat i get trouble
ok
Now i will explain to u all step by step
if dun understand
ask me =)
let's start at Friday
i switch off my phone to prevent the louzy call
after tat i found out tat master miss call me,be4 tat,master was go there,n the siao char bor go there too,to disscuss bout how to 'SOLVE' me,ok,at tat time master was phone me,but i switch off the phone,so,became miss call,so,they wait 4 next day(saturday,wait 4 me to come n 'SOLVE' me),but failed

aiyaa,just like repeating the story,noting different wat...
WRONG!!
be4 tat,i wasn't there 4 1 weeks,but,master r there!y he din phone n ask 4 tat time,not only tat weeks,i wasn't go there 4 many Fridays too d,but,y after the things happened,he only come n ask tis kinda lame question,hah!second,he wan seperate my question in my heart,so,he used the weapon problem to ask,3rd,y ask 4 i din come at Saturday d?master ownself also din come at saturday!always!so,i was sure tat,the siao char bor find them at Friday,but failed to find me,so,Saturday go again!
hah!yea,maybe master wan settle,but,i think won't la,coz,i think si shu r thinking of How to slap me now!so,i won't go back n let them slap,so faceless things!

sumtimes,i really hope tat my mind won't go n think so many question,i really hope i m stupid,i m noob,so tat won't go n think so many n let them slap also just act like nth happen,but,my fate r like tis,so,just accept!i won't go back!

=)

just received missd call from master
dun Noe wat happen
maybe wan call me go back
but
i won't
pls
dun force me again
i dun hope u heard the disappointed answer
tat is their problem
not mine
tat siao char bor wan complain
let her
if i live
i will only make u all in suffer
tat siao char bor sure find problem to u all
4get me

Ahhhh
M i going to crazy?
yea
i think so
=.='
just saw sumthing from news paper
'when u r going to crazy,wat will happen to u at begining'
1.mind keep thinking of ppl will hurt,lie,n kill u =X
2.will keep urself far away from ppl(including family) =X
3.will keep quiet 4 whole days
4.will thinking of the things tat no logic
5.mind always blur,can't concentrate

i got 1,2,4 n 5
ahhh
really scared d
stay away from me!
ppl
T.T

after chat wif Fatt
hmmmm
more better d
i found out the way to safe myself
yea
maybe will hard abit
but
i feel worth
coz can make ur wish come true wat
if no ppl support
i should support my ownself
i'm always tat
do things wifout any 'Gan Qing'
if got any ppl try to stop me
i will only ignore u
tats all

tat only the real me

Unhappy now
my mind just repeated 1 word
'Y Y Y'
y i go 4 study r fake?y u can be so no confident on ur own son,the only son!
yea
i noe wat u wan
u just wan me take over ur business only,rite!
u r so sellfish!!!
i have no interest in ur business!i have my own path to walk!ok!
i have my own dream,my own plan
i wan MY plan,not ur plan!
haizz
i din ask u yet
but u just keep on prevent me
wat the hell!
moody!

wah
see
din on9 4 few days only
adi 7 of Nov
haha
flow of the time is fast
appreciate the time we have!
hmm
sumthing happen at yesterday
me
tis asistant coach was get complain from student parent
they complain tat i scold their kid
=.=''
swt case
i have no time 4 tis
so
used the way tat they dislike to talk
OK,I DUN1 BE ASISTANT COACH n UNITED wif them actually
but
tat parent was help me free from tis problem
now i can have the reason tat they dun 1 me as coach n dislike me to leave d
Now
i can started my new life d
NEw YEar
new life
tat will be more better by next year
=)

wow,see
now is Nov,is near to the END of the year
ok
i plan to stop working after tis month
but
hard to tell my uncle
i m suffering bout how to tell him
mind will going to explore!
i din go 4 teach bout 2 days d
will the student miss me?
but
still wan to say 'sorry' to all of u
coz i really can't handle so many student in 1 time
i wish to
but
i can't
coz i not really wan to teach u all
4give bout my sellfish adtitude
i won't go n do the things tat i dislike
so
SORRY
4give or hate me
tats u'll business